Of course it confuses you. You probably see nothing wrong with the way that the rest of us are marginalized even on the fucking Barge. And to be honest it could have been anyone pushing yet another Christian ritual in your private clubhouse of a chapel. I have simply hit my limit. So sorry if you were the one who got to hear about it. But you have the luxury of practicing your faith on this nightmare factory in a nice little chapel instead of out in the cold, and I don't. And it pisses me off.

You say I could hold any service in the chapel I wanted, and I'm telling you that no, that is not the case. If I went in and took down the crosses and put up an altar to my gods, even if the people running the chapel let me get that far, it would be game over the moment I announced the ritual was happening in the Christians' private clubhouse. There are reasons that nobody has done that, and it's not because Christians are such tolerant and charitable people.

But feel free to keep telling yourself that I have no reason to complain, and that I'm praying in the snow because I like it.